Gonna blog before i head to bed for a nap. Hahs. My feet stinks, its giving me a headache. Hahaha ! ;x
Gonna meet crush early in the morning tmrw. Guess we`re gonna give school a miss. Not sure of where to go, have not planned. Hahs.
Got back my results today. Haha. Dropped terribly compared to the past. Last time, i only failed math. Now, i failed math, science and combine humanities. How nice ! Mommy is gonna slaughter me luhh ! Owells, mid year only ! Hahaha. O level chinese is on next monday, hope it`ll be easy so i need not retake :D Hahs.
As for marcus, aite, i dunno what to say. I`ve run out of words to say and no matter how much i say, none is gonna help. I admit i do miss him so badly, but whats there to do? Was watching 'Meet the fockers' ytd. Memories of him laughing at the name ' Gaylord Focker' and ' Martha Focker'. Darn cute luhs ! Owells, uncountable times of me relieving our memories and yes, i`ve gotta admit they were sweet and will always be kept close to my heart. I guess its time we both moved on. I dont want to cling on to him and let him drag me along the road, and hurt me again. 3 months of waiting, 3 months of pain. 3 months might not even be a long wait to those who have waited for 3 years, but i dun have that much time to see him playing ard while i stand at the side like a fool. I`m human too ya know? I also want love, care and attention from others. Boy, i guess you`ve not had enough. Seriously speaking, i really wanna thank you for that one night. You know wad im talking bout right? I dont care if you were drunk or whether it was real, all i wanna say is thanks because i really needed that hug and kiss from you. Maybe that was your way of bidding me goodbye? I dont know. I know you`ve been waiting very long for me to say this, and im gonna say it now. I really wish you & her all the best, sincerely from the bottom of my heart. Lastly, i still do love you, but i do not want to be hurt by you anymore. I`ve really had enough. So.. friends aite? Pls study hard and dont fool around anymore. You`re seventeen this year, not young anymore. Time to grow up and think okay? Dont waste your mom`s effort and money trying to put you through school. Just awhile more, we can pull through tgt okay? :D Promise me you`ll study hard, and i promise you i will too. One day, whenever you need me or need a listening ear, or even when everyone leaves you, rest assure that when you turn back, you`ll always see me there. Hahs. Rmb, im your irritating antsy ! You see me E-V-E-R-Y-W-H-E-R-E ! Haha. No matter what we are, lovers or friends, you`ll always be my purple mouse and i`ll always be your stupid black gao hia ! Haha! Hahaha. you`ll never be able to get rid of me ! ;x Hohoho. Stupid lil boy, you`ll always be kept close and safe in my heart okay? I`ll never forget you, nor forget the love we once shared. They were really sweet indeed. :D Dont you ever dare forget me as your ex- irritating wifey ok ! Cos i bet none of your future gfs would be as irritating as me ! Teehee.
Antsirina Love Mousirina Aites boy, this is dedicated to you. Hmms, I guess this is the end of our love story. Bittersweet memories i`ll always remember. :D Guess whatever i wrote at your house playground did not come true. Rmb this? ' Samantha Love Marcus Love since 26march 05` till forever' Hahs, It never came true. ;(
Ohh, and btw, i still hug our baby to sleep. Hees ! :D 
Take good care of yourself ok ! :D If only our love could find a way, i`ll cry an ocean if you could sail back home again. Guess our love couldnt find its way...
Gonna meet crush early in the morning tmrw. Guess we`re gonna give school a miss. Not sure of where to go, have not planned. Hahs.
Got back my results today. Haha. Dropped terribly compared to the past. Last time, i only failed math. Now, i failed math, science and combine humanities. How nice ! Mommy is gonna slaughter me luhh ! Owells, mid year only ! Hahaha. O level chinese is on next monday, hope it`ll be easy so i need not retake :D Hahs.
As for marcus, aite, i dunno what to say. I`ve run out of words to say and no matter how much i say, none is gonna help. I admit i do miss him so badly, but whats there to do? Was watching 'Meet the fockers' ytd. Memories of him laughing at the name ' Gaylord Focker' and ' Martha Focker'. Darn cute luhs ! Owells, uncountable times of me relieving our memories and yes, i`ve gotta admit they were sweet and will always be kept close to my heart. I guess its time we both moved on. I dont want to cling on to him and let him drag me along the road, and hurt me again. 3 months of waiting, 3 months of pain. 3 months might not even be a long wait to those who have waited for 3 years, but i dun have that much time to see him playing ard while i stand at the side like a fool. I`m human too ya know? I also want love, care and attention from others. Boy, i guess you`ve not had enough. Seriously speaking, i really wanna thank you for that one night. You know wad im talking bout right? I dont care if you were drunk or whether it was real, all i wanna say is thanks because i really needed that hug and kiss from you. Maybe that was your way of bidding me goodbye? I dont know. I know you`ve been waiting very long for me to say this, and im gonna say it now. I really wish you & her all the best, sincerely from the bottom of my heart. Lastly, i still do love you, but i do not want to be hurt by you anymore. I`ve really had enough. So.. friends aite? Pls study hard and dont fool around anymore. You`re seventeen this year, not young anymore. Time to grow up and think okay? Dont waste your mom`s effort and money trying to put you through school. Just awhile more, we can pull through tgt okay? :D Promise me you`ll study hard, and i promise you i will too. One day, whenever you need me or need a listening ear, or even when everyone leaves you, rest assure that when you turn back, you`ll always see me there. Hahs. Rmb, im your irritating antsy ! You see me E-V-E-R-Y-W-H-E-R-E ! Haha. No matter what we are, lovers or friends, you`ll always be my purple mouse and i`ll always be your stupid black gao hia ! Haha! Hahaha. you`ll never be able to get rid of me ! ;x Hohoho. Stupid lil boy, you`ll always be kept close and safe in my heart okay? I`ll never forget you, nor forget the love we once shared. They were really sweet indeed. :D Dont you ever dare forget me as your ex- irritating wifey ok ! Cos i bet none of your future gfs would be as irritating as me ! Teehee.
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